Morning

I wake up at 8:00 AM, put some coffee on, and go to the backyard to have a smoke. I look at the sky and try to gauge what the rest of the day's weather will be like while I wait for the coffee to be ready. Today, and increasingly this month, morning skies are blindingly bright. Today's a good day for drying clothes, at the very least - and at the very best, it's a day for basking for a while and being grateful for waking up. I love mornings like these. 


The coffee's ready, and I put out my smoke. Time to start the day. I head back inside the house to take a quick shower, sweep the floor if it's too dusty, and wash dishes if there are any. The light shines throughout the house, and I am glad the landlords chose to have the walls painted white instead of yellow or blue or green or whatever else.


I sit at my desk, where the sun filters through the ill-fitting but strategically-placed-as-an-afterthought curtains. I look for transcription files to work on for the rest of the day. Today there were the same run-of-the-mill interviews, hypnosis modules, linear regression and machine learning lessons, and some bunch of other audio files. I choose some of the machine learning ones, since they were about three minutes long average, and there were about a hundred of them. Barring transcription, I can also work on localization editing a set of Russian interactive fiction games, checking the English to make sure it sounds natural and colloquial. I usually work for four hours straight, in the background still breathing in the sunshine all around me. 


Time for a break. Sometimes I stop working midday and just read the rest of the day, or nap, or play video games. I love home-based work, as it allows me to precisely do that. I lay down on what Tim calls a pod - a nest of pillows and futons and blankets on the floor - and sometimes Tim or Tres (my nephew, who lives with us) will find me stuck to that pod for hours on end, until it's time to go to bed.


Tomorrow, the day repeats itself, and the sunshine greets me with such loveliness that I am glad to be alive, again. 

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